beating.

maybe it's easier to find God, than it is to find the heart of Him.

it seems like it takes someone a while to get to know your heart. your heart is what makes you exist.
i think it's so easy to meet God, or hear of meeting God and think your troubles will suddenly evaporate. and although that's the ideal situation, it isn't the case.

isaiah 40:11 He tends the flock like a shepherd: He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart [...].

His heart is for us, and we are always close to it.

and so our very existence should not be found in our own beating hearts, but in His.