eager

in first corinthians paul says that no one knows the thoughts of God, but we have the mind of Christ...

the question i had to ask myself here was do i really have the mind of Christ?

so badly, i want to think big like God does... be released from my small ambitions and set out with eager intent to change the world, love the lost and the looking - all for the glory of the God that is within me.

but what will that take?

isaiah says, "no eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him."

that pretty much sums up my issues with God right now ... as badly as i would like to change the world - i want to be overwhelmed and consumed with the love of God on a second-to-second basis.

and really ... i don't think that's too much to ask.