worshp

i'm coming to realize that there's a difference between putting your heart into something, and putting yourself into something.

i suppose the reason i've been so afraid of exposing my heart, is because i'm afraid of denial. and why is it that i can not care what anyone thinks of me walkin' down the street, but when it comes to something of value ... something pleasing to the Lord, i tend to anticipate what will be thought of me?

i hate that.

and i think i've also come to the conclusion that my worship is, unfortunately and oftentimes, very selfish.

reverent adoration has nothing to do with me, and everything to do with Christ in me.