leveler

why am i always looking for reasons?

sometimes i do things without reason. that can be a good thing - spontaneity + randomosity = fun. (i knew i could do math)

but, sometimes i think things without a reason.

i see someone and automatically label them without speaking to them or investing any time into their life.

sometimes i assume a fake tan means no soul, or constant smiling isn't a simple outward expression of themselves, but rather a cheesy way to get in good with people.

i hate that my realism tends to be another's doom.

i have a hard time being fake. i have a hard time not being completely honest at all times, which can usually lead to uncompromising situations where being rude means being truthful.

but i need to change my outlook of people who aren't like me.

move me to the left, to the right, up and down, until the bubble in the liquid is directly in the middle.

i need to find the balance of trust, and tolerance.

eventually.